"After all this time?"

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Tue, 21 May 2013 23:28:17 +0100

Just looking as this …

Seriously with the crap mood I’m in, I really shouldn’t of watched The Big C finale...

Tue, 21 May 2013 23:27:00 +0100

Seriously with the crap mood I’m in, I really shouldn’t of watched The Big C finale tonight.

That show made death the most beautiful and peaceful thing. The didn’t make it bloody, they didn’t make it horrific. When Adam came down the stairs in his robe … that was it! The tissues were out, then when Paul went and got the flowers for her and was told she passed away … FUCK! Why did you do this?! This TV show was one of the only shows I got attached to. I don’t think I could of handled it if Adam, Andrea and Sean were there at the end. No way.

BREATHE damn it!

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Sun, 19 May 2013 22:08:05 +0100

If yahoo changes Tumblr to be some censored, family friendly “fun”. I’m leaving.

Sun, 19 May 2013 20:52:08 +0100

If yahoo changes Tumblr to be some censored, family friendly “fun”. I’m leaving.

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Tue, 14 May 2013 02:24:20 +0100

Growing up honestly sucks.

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:38:50 +0100

I remember in school that the worst worry was if they ran out of red crayons, School discos were the best thing ever and bank holidays meant that we had a day off. I actually had a lot of things to do, loads of friends and was at the the top of my class. No worries in the world.

Now I’m worrying about whether or not I’ll get some shifts in from work, Whether or not I’ll find a suitable place to live and if I find a full time job in September. I moved away in hope that things would change as when school finished that’s when things went to shit. I got bullied and friends abandoned me. Un-supportive doesn’t cover it. I went to college and worked as much as I could so that I wouldn’t be bored. It’s now May and I have a 14 week placement to complete the course and allow me to register as a nurse. That means looking after people. It’s scary stuff.

Also moving to Aberdeen would mean starting fresh … again. All the motivation has just flown out the window. I’m now starting to worry if I’ll be forgotten about. The friends I’ve gained here have been amazing and I wouldn’t of done half the stuff I’ve done if it wasn’t for these guys :) and I certainly wouldn’t of stuck with the course if it wasn’t for them. & I thanks them for that. The gigs in Glasgow and Stirling, Getting rejected into a club because I was apparently drunk (and I wasn’t … until I hit the ABC :3), going to the Wallace monument, the german market, loads of cinema and frankie and bennies dates … just loads of stuff :). The only reasons i’m moving is I’ll have a dog to love and I’ll be moving in with Nathan.

But right now, I’m skint, in debt and lonely. It sucks.

"25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25 1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize..."

Sun, 12 May 2013 16:14:19 +0100

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25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25

1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize that they actually have your best interests in mind or you forgive them for being flawed human beings, you can’t happily enter adulthood with that familial brand of resentment.

2. Kiss someone you think is out of your league; kiss models and med students and entrepreneurs with part-time lives in Dubai and don’t worry about if they’re going to call you afterward.

3. Minimize your passivity.

4. Work a service job to gain some understanding of how tipping works, how to keep your cool around assholes, how a few kind words can change someone’s day.

5. Recognize freedom as a 5:30 a.m. trip to the diner with a bunch of strangers you’ve just met.

6. Try not to beat yourself up over having obtained a ‘useless’ Bachelor’s Degree. Debt is hell, and things didn’t pan out quite like you expected, but you did get to go to college, and having a degree isn’t the worst thing in the world to have. We will figure this mess out, I think, probably; the point is you’re not worth less just because there hasn’t been an immediate pay off for going to school. Be patient, work with what you have, and remember that a lot of us are in this together.

7. If you’re employed in any capacity, open a savings account. You never know when you might be unemployed or in desperate need of getting away for a few days. Even $10 a week is $520 more a year than you would’ve had otherwise.

8. Make a habit of going outside, enjoying the light, relearning your friends, forgetting the internet.

9. Go on a 4-day, brunch-fueled bender.

10. Start a relationship with your crush by telling them that you want them. Directly. Like, look them in the face and say it to them. Say, I want you. I want to be with you.

11. Learn to say ‘no’ — to yourself. Don’t keep wearing high heels if you hate them; don’t keep smoking if you’re disgusted by the way you smell the morning after; stop wasting entire days on your couch if you’re going to complain about missing the sun.

12. Take time to revisit the places that made you who you are: the apartment you grew up in, your middle school, your hometown. These places may or may not be here forever; you definitely won’t be.

13. Find a hobby that makes being alone feel lovely and empowering and like something to look forward to.

14. Think you know yourself until you meet someone better than you.

15. Forget who you are, what your priorities are, and how a person should be.

16. Identify your fears and instead of letting them dictate your every move, find and talk to people who have overcome them. Don’t settle for experiencing .000002% of what the world has to offer because you’re afraid of getting on a plane.

17. Make a habit of cleaning up and letting go. Just because it fit at one point doesn’t mean you need to keep it forever — whether ‘it’ is your favorite pair of pants or your ex.

18. Stop hating yourself.

19. Go out and watch that movie, read that book, listen to that band you already lied about watching, reading, listening to.

20. Take advantage of health insurance while you have it.

21. Make a habit of telling people how you feel, whether it means writing a gushing fan-girl email to someone whose work you love or telling your boss why you deserve a raise.

22. Date someone who says, “I love you” first.

23. Leave the country under the premise of “finding yourself.” This will be unsuccessful. Places do not change people. Instead, do a lot of solo drinking, read a lot of books, have sex in dirty hostels, and come home when you start to miss it.

24. Suck it up and buy a Macbook Pro.

25. Quit that job that’s making you miserable, end the relationship that makes you act like a lunatic, lose the friend whose sole purpose in life is making you feel like you’re perpetually on the verge of vomiting. You’re young, you’re resilient, there are other jobs and relationships and friends if you’re patient and open.

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- January Nelson, 06/25/12, http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/25-things-to-do-before-you-turn-25/ (via lydiamichelle)

True Blood: season 6 promo Not excited at all. Giggles...

Thu, 09 May 2013 18:16:05 +0100

True Blood: season 6 promo

Not excited at all. Giggles …. AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! :D

http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/221224692786?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649 Twilig...

Wed, 08 May 2013 18:40:51 +0100

http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/221224692786?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649

Twilight New Moon Blanket - snuggle up to Jacob, Bella and Edward ;) who wants it!?

youknowyourebritishwhen: IF YOU MICROWAVE IT YOU’RE ALREADY...

Mon, 06 May 2013 19:19:35 +0100

youknowyourebritishwhen:

IF YOU MICROWAVE IT YOU’RE ALREADY DOING IT WRONG D:<

Who the hell microwaves tea?! You have a kettle for a reason!

Motivation … WHERE ARE YOU?!

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 19:25:37 +0100

Motivation … WHERE ARE YOU?!

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Sat, 27 Apr 2013 23:21:16 +0100

youknowyourebritishwhen:

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 00:57:24 +0100

youknowyourebritishwhen:

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Mon, 22 Apr 2013 22:19:58 +0100

lifesproduct: Look what my boyfriend got for me...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:08:29 +0100

lifesproduct:

Look what my boyfriend got for me yesterday…=D

This top … I want. And Bacon pancakes with syrup would go down a treat right now

gogreen-fuckavegetarian: Security camera clips that make the...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 00:05:47 +0100

gogreen-fuckavegetarian:

Security camera clips that make the news usually show bad things, but Coke decided to “look at the world a little differently” in this heartwarming viral video. They found security camera footage from around the world showing happy moments: people stealing kisses instead of possessions, dealing potato chips instead of drugs, and offering car assistance rather than road rage. [x]

I really enjoy this advert.

Just when you think people are just out to get you … <3

Yes!! I have both of those 8mm flared plugs in! Happy days :D

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 00:18:19 +0100

Yes!! I have both of those 8mm flared plugs in! Happy days :D

Cold Blood: Zoo fire in Scotland kills reptiles

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 23:35:48 +0100

Cold Blood: Zoo fire in Scotland kills reptiles:

anotherpartofme6:

The Five Sisters Zoo in Scotland has had a terrible fire and sadly many reptiles have died in the blaze, as well as an otter, some meercats and insects. Fortunately some animals were managed to be saved, including another otter and a pair of dwarf crocodiles.

Its a sad story and the staff and…

I got really upset over this :( this is why I could never work in a zoo, I would be too upset! Please donate!!

Update on my part shit part good holiday

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 23:26:13 +0100

I know my birthday was a month a go, but it still really annoys me how nearly every family member forgot. My mum didn’t even ring/text me and my dad “forgot”. Only 2 of my aunties (and 1 of Nathan aunties) remembered. I had a phone call from my brother and Nathan and that was it. My friends made more of an effort. Call me selfish but I have a huge family so it was pretty disappointing when I barely got a “happy birthday” out of them.

I also feel like shit because when it comes to my brother and his girlfriend a load of fuss was made, they get majority of the attention and i’m just sitting here like “hellooooo i’m not wearing an invisibility cloak”. I love my brother to bits, he’s like a best friend … it’s not his fault. We went to the zoo in Bristol together with Nathan and Jodie … it was brilliant!

My dad moans about me moving to Stirling (still) and making a bigger fuss that I’m not going back home (it would be nice to hear that you’re proud of me) and this is all behind my back! It’s make me even more stubborn to keep me up here and I know for sure they’ll just turn out to be like the rest of the family and not come up to see me or make an effort.

Mum is being treated like crap at work and with her past history I don’t want it creeping up again. Dad has quit smoking so his temper will be even worse. Nathan saw/heard the argument about mum and alcohol and how if dad could walk out he would. That was really bloody embarrassing I just broke down in tears. Now even though at night I’m mainly alone … I’m pretty glad to be in Stirling, starting placement in May and just moving the hell on.

Plus I can’t wait for Thursday and Friday :D

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Mon, 08 Apr 2013 22:43:04 +0100

"After all this time?"

Just looking as this … Tue, 21 May 2013 23:28:17 +0100 Just looking as this …

Seriously with the crap mood I’m in, I really shouldn’t of watched The Big C finale...

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If yahoo changes Tumblr to be some censored, family friendly “fun”. I’m leaving.

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Growing up honestly sucks.

"25 Things To Do Before You Turn 25 1. Make peace with your parents. Whether you finally recognize..."

True Blood: season 6 promo Not excited at all. Giggles...

http://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/221224692786?ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649 Twilig...

youknowyourebritishwhen: IF YOU MICROWAVE IT YOU’RE ALREADY...

Motivation … WHERE ARE YOU?!

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youknowyourebritishwhen:

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lifesproduct: Look what my boyfriend got for me...

gogreen-fuckavegetarian: Security camera clips that make the...

Yes!! I have both of those 8mm flared plugs in! Happy days :D

Cold Blood: Zoo fire in Scotland kills reptiles

Update on my part shit part good holiday

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Just looking as this …
Tue, 21 May 2013 23:28:17 +0100

Just looking as this …